Tomorrow the boys start school.  We went to Daxton's school and met his teacher, Ms. Willis, for a meet n' greet.  His classroom is kind of small but I really think he is going to like it.  I can't stop crying.  My heart is pounding out of my chest.  I wish I could have his first 5 years all over again.  How is he five years old already and leaving to go to kindergarten?  I just hope he knows how much I love him and that I'm not abandoning him by making him go to school.  I really hope I did a good job raising him thus far because now all the influences of the world are going to be upon him.  Wish I could keep him in my little bubble.  Damon gave all the kids a blessing tonight.  Even Ellie.  When he was done with Stratton she said "me" and sat down in the chair in front of Damon.  She wants to be big just like them.